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Gotta Be (full length record, 1999)

by Eileen Motok

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1.
Babylon 03:56
It's sick how they teach us to glorify war I don't think like that anymore A trick to think it grand and fine to be barbaric lovers of wartime Everyday I hear too much Noise pollution tv sucks yeah Sexist pigs and racist cops When's it gonna stop? It's sick how they teach us to love what's wrong then throw it away when we're all done Don't give a damn about the kids forget what we need to live Everyday I breathe in stink Petrol fumes and I can't think straight Maze of heated concrete blocks This is Babylon It's the attitude of the Powers that Be Nothing seems to matter not you not me Nothing matters but money Nothing matters but money Ozone depleting toxic fumes Cancer cells for Cosmic Doom Plastics 'til the end of time when did we lose our minds? Just sane enough to be fucked up twisted enough to be kept up I'm free I'll never let up I admit that I am fed up We've swallowed the Big Lie We have been so blind Time to wake up Time to open our Eye Life is the only fight, it is Our Right Life is the only fight
2.
Prayer 04:56
Great Spirit hear my prayer for the healing of my own soul that I may be well enough to help other’s on their journey to freedom and wholeness Great Spirit take my faults to the keepers of the everlasting fire where they will be swallowed up by the flames of eternity Great Spirit hear me Great Spirit love me Great Spirit teach me Great Spirit show me the way Great Spirit sharpen my lack of focus to a pointed lens that can transform myself and my work to what is suitable for my sacred walk Great Spirit lift my words to the four winds where they may scatter in all directions to be heard by ears that are open and ready to listen everywhere Great Spirit hear me Great Spirit love me Great Spirit teach me Great Spirit show me the way Great Spirit hear my plea that whispers through my weaknesses from the depths of my core where I am complete Great Spirit listen to my thanks that I send on the wind for my life and the lives of my family Spirit help me to reweave the torn and ripped places in my soul Make me whole Great Spirit hear me Great Spirit love me Great Spirit heal me Great Spirit show me the way
3.
Gotta Be 04:16
Working on my own dreams Oh my life is as sweet as the visions in my head Running cool, I'm a frozen stream I feel bad for those souls, for those blank-eyed Walking Dead I'm living my own life Gotta be gotta be won't you just let me go I'm giving it all I've got Gotta be gotta be won't you just let me go free I can't be a doctor or a lawyer I'm walking a path of my own making Footsteps on un-trodden soil It's a tough life but I know it will pay off Cause I'd never survive living the dreams you dreamt for me I may seem to you a silly child but I'm inspired and free! I'm living my own life Gotta be gotta be won't you just let me go I'm giving it all I've got Gotta be gotta be won't you just let me go free Working on my own dreams Oh my life is as sweet as the visions in my head Running cool, I'm a frozen stream I feel bad for those souls, for those blank-eyed walking dead I know just what you see in me Got a mind of my own boy I know how to use it I don't care if you believe in me You must believe in yourselves  You will never regret that at all Not at all Not at all Not at all!
4.
Spiral seekers, they know that life is a spiral They seek the virile spring that pops out of nothing Life-giving strands of DNA Protein spirals to tell us how we're made Through the dark earth breaks a spiral of green the urge of life it begins with a seed To get caught in a rut is to not move up we forget to grow and circle around digging a hole in the ground with our patterns that go nowhere Spiral seekers Spirit keepers Keepers of the sacred symbols And those who seek to destroy forget that life is a spiral and we who realize we know their game is over All things live and die in the spiral you cannot destroy that which you are Spirals create the dream make up the vision screen building blocks or life colorful images seen Spiraling, spiraling it's the formulae for flying And a curve may feel like common ground but different since your wiser now moving along your path and beyond where you've been before In the dark womb, life begins as a spiral winding ways create a being from two seeds the baby grows in my belly, a mass of intelligent cells New Systems emerge in a Spiral Fashion coils coming forth become more solid each day Sweet child lies and awaits, a new life she anticipates A gift from the Spirit Divine Spiraling alive...life continues while dying
5.
I was wounded but I still tried to sing My song blown off by a bad wind now here you are like a new breeze blowing in through my hair and you care about the finer things and I'm excited to hear you sing a simple man with a deep heart song I can't help but to follow along I can't help but to follow along Dance the dance of life with me Sing the song of the soul with me Take a chance on a life with me Sing the song of the soul with me Sing the song of the soul with me I was choked up but I still tried to sing My song swallowed up by a gruff wind Now here you are like a messenger of the four winds centered and calming my soul Babe you know the tenderness that I need you are feeding me soul food I was wounded but I still tried to dance my body bent by a twist of circumstance now here you are and I'm not afraid to take a chance and dance like i've never done before
6.
Cyprus 06:13
It came upon me one sparkling day in August I climbed to Cyprus on the jagged rocks of my soul They were waiting with that smilin’ look in their eyes, yes I’d been searching for so long My ideas are good and fine, workable plans from within my own mind so why am I sad and crying I’ve been like this for some time my daily life is a maze of confusion and a haze of smoke to aid the illusion it’s a phase I’m going through, there’s a solution It came upon me one sparkling day in August I climbed to Cyprus on the jagged rocks of my soul They were waiting with that smilin look in their eyes, yes I’d been searching for so long Who is Satan and who is God aren’t they different masks of the One the All Unknowable since the fall, mother father one the all who is an enemy and who is a friend? On myself I must depend I trust in me until the end my life I do defend It came upon me one sparkling day in August I climbed to Cyprus on the jagged rocks of my soul They were waiting with that smilin look in their eyes, yes I’d been searching for so long Sometimes I think that killing’s ok sometimes I think that love is pain sometimes I feel I’m on the fray but that’s when the Weaver finds me We are all part of the Great Tapestry when we know ourselves we are able to see when we love ourselves and we set ourselves free that makes the strongest weave!
7.
Hair of red white skin blue eyes worldly child neath American skies faded colors start to blend with the thousand shades of Man Love child born at a fork in the road Guardians know the way to go Utopia is a baby's dream Allow no rude awakening The prophet child Jessa smiles ancient suns set in her eyes Stars and moon, green earth for miles turn to old ways if you're wise Native soul of the Northern Continent has your time truly come and went? or is there time for your rebirth communion of body, free spirit, and Earth Hungry rot consumes our land desires to kill the light of man doom hovers in our present state for Jessa we will turn our fate The prophet child sweet and wild Ancient Ones dance in her eyes Stars and moon, green earth for miles turn to old ways if you're wise Refuse the evil it's disguise Mama glows she shines with light but will she give that prophet sight? Teach her love true freedom and laughter a walk for humans everafter Papa knows, he's good and brave but will he push to force a wave? Embrace a future for his daughter and fight the unseen serpent's slaughter Colors spiral unconstrained hungry Earth drinks living rain Love child's laughter unrestrained enlightened children free of chains enlightened children free of chains all enlightened break the chains
8.
Trash overflows in the alleys but there's still growth in the valleys Industry choking folks doing coke in their back yards and it's hard to be in America Celebrate your dependence on the big rigs with a big bang it sounds like war on the fourth I crouch beneath buildings overtaking me The boys all they can play is kill kill kill and the girls are getting weaker still but there's still time to show them the way I pray Bless this place called America those who came before cared for her Golden arches are the main sign I pray we're not outta time Bless this ground that we walk on and put your faith in the rising sun When you step on a crack it's her back that we're breaking My soul gets tossed like a paper wrapper and gum gets stuck on my shoe this is the life I choose I stay in the city not to fight but to shed some light my garden grows it gets enough sunlight between rows of buildings My soul gets lost on a tv show bounces back on a radio wave I'm amazed I can write at all living in this grave this concrete tomb they call the city Bless this place called America those who came before cared for her Golden arches are the main sign I pray we're not outta time Bless this ground that we walk on and put your faith in the rising sun When you step on a crack it's her back that we're breaking I get lonely and crazy feeling these bad vibes out there there are men dealing in children's lives much to worry over yeah many pains to bear I stare at my garden loving the life that grows there Bless this place called America bless it with all you got the Melting Pot it's getting hot it's getting hotter all the time Remember all we got is time and a curve is better than a straight line Point a to point b may be a means to an end but what can it mean if it all ends?Bless this place called America those who came before cared for her Golden arches are the main sign I pray we're not outta time Bless this ground that we walk on and put your faith in the rising sun When you step on a crack it's her back that we're breaking When you fall through the cracks it's a choice that you're making When you step on a crack it's her back that we breaking
9.
Affirmation 04:08
My thoughts and my feelings are my own they come from nowhere but within me My thoughts and my feelings are my own they come from deep inside of me What I feel is true worthwhile and belongs to me No one can make me feel other than what is true and correct for me I used to say be careful but now I say be carefree the world is your oyster if you open up you'll see There is such things as love and hope and peace it's time to be free There is such things as love and hope and peace it's time to be free The sun keeps shining on my soul I'm feeling like I'm finally free I want to love and give and share with all my family And I feel it in my heart and I feel it in my soul and I feel it in my heart

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released December 31, 2001

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Eileen Motok Columbus, Ohio

Eileen Motok is a rock, folk, and country singer, songwriter and recording artist from Columbus, Ohio. She lead INTUIT, an alternative folk rock outfit with an eclectic, groovy, conscious vibe.
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